May 11, 2019

Though it is a Saturday night, I'm at home to rest and decompress (while using my latest obsession: under eye patches!!). I had my MRI this morning at 1am--such an ungodly hour! I forgot how dreadful an MRI experience is. Not only is it in the dungeon of a basement, it is cold as I …

April 24, 2019

I'm writing this post from the living room on a Wednesday afternoon. Why? Because I've been going through a minor relapse for the last five days. It wasn't as bad as last year's, however, it hasn't been very fun. It started with sudden overnight chills and an aching back. The aching back was persistent and …

January 25, 2019

I've been struggling the past two weeks. My left side of my body has been tingling much more than before. The tingling has traveled down to my left leg which is new; much stronger sensations in the left arm too. Like some sadistic Amazon package, the intense tingling was paired with fatigue and nausea--a neat …

January 16, 2019

A sense of serenity, silence and warmth has made its way into my heart since last night. This is because I made the decision to renounce my new job and go back to my previous job. To be honest, I had been struggling with this decision a week into my job as Caseworker. I thought …

December 24, 2018

It's Christmas eve tonight. Usually, I would be scrambling with last minute holiday wrapping, card writing, and baking. However, this year is the first year in a long while where I feel completely empty of such excitement. My heart isn't in it at all. It took me a while to recognize that I was forcing …

October 24, 2018

In a continuation of the farewells and good wishes, the office threw me an office surprise party! It was so amazing to hear so many wishing me best wishes with the new job. I feel so grateful to have met so many great people in the last three years. They have all helped me grow …

October 21, 2018

Sometimes change happens so quickly in life that it's hard for me to really process things thoroughly. In the past month, I have felt myself change in such a rollercoaster kind of way: from high stress, anxiety and emotions to a slow plateau of emotions and back down to feeling confident and mature. Nearing the …