day t h r e e

I’m going to keep this short today as I am very feeling particularly exhausted. Yesterday was a lot of frustration and anger. Because half my mouth is numb, eating has been a challenge. I bit my cheek and tongue (hard!) about 6 times in a desperate attempt to eat sushi. Clearly, it wasn’t worth it. And each time I bit myself, I grew a little more angry until I finally burst out in tears and slammed the plate of sushi down in exasperation.

How did I, the person who ate well and loved exercising, develop this unknown health issue?
It wasn’t fair.
Why can’t my healthy twenty-six  year old self just heal?
It’s not fair.
I was only trying to better myself and contribute back to the community.
It’s not fair.

Some days are definitely harder than other.


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